Sharing this world with the love I see
Never thinking who I need to be
Looking for others to make me happy
Blind to my own responsibility.
Who I need to be for me, not for you or her or him
The one true belief of content to what I am
The true vision of future in my own skin
The past and the present on one page so thin.
You make me feel good and you stay
You make me feel bad and you go
I have the liberty to choose and I have been choosing right
Apart from one person in my sight.
I now stare at the mirror with sadness and I feel sad
A smile spreads across the face and I fell happiness
Is this it? Is this what I’ve missed to see
Feeling stupid as to what I have tried to be.
Trying to be best for you and her and him
But being nothing for me, myself and I
Being nothing to the only person that matters
Being nothing to the only person that loves me.
Being all to the world yet forgetting to be everything to me
Open the eyes and the morning is clear
Look at the person you cannot chose that is oh so dear
Feel that love inside the core, the core of all that it is.
My world is me and years of searching
Worth the wait to see the person staring back
The face I ignored each morning, the blue eyed look
Years of missed love that it took.
No words can speak of the feeling I feel
To which I surrender in full
Nothing holding back to feel the love
Love to me, love so beautiful.