To Me

January 25, 2019.Reading time 2 minutes.

Sharing this world with the love I see Never thinking who I need to be Looking for others to make me happy Blind to my own responsibility. Who I need to be for me, not for you or her or him The one true belief of content to what I am The true vision […]

Inception

May 26, 2017.Reading time 9 minutes.

My first ever blog post. 24.12. 2013 I’ve been meaning to finish this off and make it my first blog but I couldn’t just continue. The same feelings I had that night are not present and I would be lying if I kept on writing. Therefore, instead of deleting the paragraph below I […]

Never loving the same again

May 23, 2017.Reading time 6 minutes.

Written in May 2016 I’m so afraid of never loving the same again. Many will say “Oh sure you will”, but I know that no love is ever the same. I’m mourning the love that I had given to a person that loved me with everything he had. Yes he hurt me at the end […]

In the shell of my heart

May 11, 2017.Reading time 1 minute.

Something moves In the shell of my heart It’s a new feeling forming a strong start. I’m overwhelmed I close my eyes tight it’s strong and forceful it’s a shining light. I close my hands in fists I bring them to my chest head is spinning I bring it down and rest. My nails cut […]

Overwhelmed

May 9, 2017.Reading time 3 minutes.

I sit here and listen to the noise of the keyboard, I wish I could type faster. I sit here and listen to the sounds outside. There is a bird next to my window and it’s not making any noises. Just skips in small circles. I wonder what the bird is thinking, if it has […]

Memoirs of two best friends

May 6, 2017.Reading time 10 minutes.

I could hear the noise of her pain. A slow wailing sound that rips through the silence. I knew in that moment that she needed me. “I’m coming.” Was all I said. I drove to her house in a record time and as soon as I saw her face, I saw the hopeless look […]

Broken flower

May 6, 2017.Reading time 2 minutes.

Memories slid away But I’m here to stay So still like a stone I let a painful moan. I’m scared of the present Away, far, I’m hiding I can’t see, it hurts It feels like I’m sliding. Where has it gone? Time does not wait Is this all there is I’ve lost […]

One day

May 6, 2017.Reading time 9 minutes.

I never liked going to school, always boring. I do like learning new things, but maybe without all the people there, the teachers are ok, some better than others, I like the ones that say I’m smart. Most of the students are no one I want to be friends with. The exception is Sonja. She […]

For a second too long

May 1, 2017.Reading time 2 minutes.

You came to me unexpectedly Showing to be the best I’ve seen, Now you walk away Leaving me behind to stay, In the place we called home. I never thought I’ll see the day When I don’t have you to say Everything’s gonna be ok. I know I pushed but you should’ve stand […]