Inception

    My first ever blog post. 24.12. 2013 I’ve been meaning to finish this off and make it my first blog but I couldn’t just continue. The same feelings I had that night are not present and I would be lying if I kept on writing. Therefore, instead of deleting the paragraph below I […]

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Never loving the same again

Written in May 2016 I’m so afraid of never loving the same again. Many will say “Oh sure you will”, but I know that no love is ever the same. I’m mourning the love that I had given to a person that loved me with everything he had. Yes he hurt me at the end […]

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In the shell of my heart

Something moves In the shell of my heart It’s a new feeling forming a strong start. I’m overwhelmed I close my eyes tight it’s strong and forceful it’s a shining light. I close my hands in fists I bring them to my chest head is spinning I bring it down and rest. My nails cut […]

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Overwhelmed

I sit here and listen to the noise of the keyboard, I wish I could type faster. I sit here and listen to the sounds outside. There is a bird next to my window and it’s not making any noises. Just skips in small circles. I wonder what the bird is thinking, if it has […]

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Memoirs of two best friends

  I could hear the noise of her pain. A slow wailing sound that rips through the silence. I knew in that moment that she needed me. “I’m coming.” Was all I said. I drove to her house in a record time and as soon as I saw her face, I saw the hopeless look […]

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Broken flower

  Memories slid away But I’m here to stay So still like a stone I let a painful moan.   I’m scared of the present Away, far, I’m hiding I can’t see, it hurts It feels like I’m sliding.   Where has it gone? Time does not wait Is this all there is I’ve lost […]

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One day

I never liked going to school, always boring. I do like learning new things, but maybe without all the people there, the teachers are ok, some better than others, I like the ones that say I’m smart. Most of the students are no one I want to be friends with. The exception is Sonja. She […]

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For a second too long

You came to me unexpectedly Showing to be the best I’ve seen, Now you walk away Leaving me behind to stay, In the place we called home.   I never thought I’ll see the day When I don’t have you to say Everything’s gonna be ok.   I know I pushed but you should’ve stand […]

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