Hold on Mama

August 29, 2021.Reading time 7 minutes.

Hold on Mama this will be a long ride, a life long rise and fall like the ocean tide. Hold your heart with both hands, because sometimes you’ll feel it bursting from your chest. That’s how intense the love you have is, never before have you felt this. I love you too Mama even if […]

To Me

January 25, 2019.Reading time 2 minutes.

Sharing this world with the love I see Never thinking who I need to be Looking for others to make me happy Blind to my own responsibility. Who I need to be for me, not for you or her or him The one true belief of content to what I am The true vision […]

Inception

May 26, 2017.Reading time 9 minutes.

My first ever blog post. 24.12. 2013 I’ve been meaning to finish this off and make it my first blog but I couldn’t just continue. The same feelings I had that night are not present and I would be lying if I kept on writing. Therefore, instead of deleting the paragraph below I […]

Never loving the same again

May 23, 2017.Reading time 6 minutes.

Written in May 2016 I’m so afraid of never loving the same again. Many will say “Oh sure you will”, but I know that no love is ever the same. I’m mourning the love that I had given to a person that loved me with everything he had. Yes he hurt me at the end […]

In the shell of my heart

May 11, 2017.Reading time 1 minute.

Something moves In the shell of my heart It’s a new feeling forming a strong start. I’m overwhelmed I close my eyes tight it’s strong and forceful it’s a shining light. I close my hands in fists I bring them to my chest head is spinning I bring it down and rest. My nails cut […]

Overwhelmed

May 9, 2017.Reading time 3 minutes.

I sit here and listen to the noise of the keyboard, I wish I could type faster. I sit here and listen to the sounds outside. There is a bird next to my window and it’s not making any noises. Just skips in small circles. I wonder what the bird is thinking, if it has […]

Memoirs of two best friends

May 6, 2017.Reading time 10 minutes.

I could hear the noise of her pain. A slow wailing sound that rips through the silence. I knew in that moment that she needed me. “I’m coming.” Was all I said. I drove to her house in a record time and as soon as I saw her face, I saw the hopeless look […]

Iluzija

May 6, 2017.Reading time 1 minute.

Imase i ke gi ima Onie koi me sakaat i posakuvaat Ali jas samo tvoja ke bidam. Vo srceto kako sneg So damka na ovoj vek Ti stois I svezdi mi brois. Razbudise od ovaj kosmar Poslusaj covek star Ona sto bilo ke bide Samo vremeto se ke vide. Tuka sum Ti […]

Broken flower

May 6, 2017.Reading time 2 minutes.

Memories slid away But I’m here to stay So still like a stone I let a painful moan. I’m scared of the present Away, far, I’m hiding I can’t see, it hurts It feels like I’m sliding. Where has it gone? Time does not wait Is this all there is I’ve lost […]

One day

May 6, 2017.Reading time 9 minutes.

I never liked going to school, always boring. I do like learning new things, but maybe without all the people there, the teachers are ok, some better than others, I like the ones that say I’m smart. Most of the students are no one I want to be friends with. The exception is Sonja. She […]

For a second too long

May 1, 2017.Reading time 2 minutes.

You came to me unexpectedly Showing to be the best I’ve seen, Now you walk away Leaving me behind to stay, In the place we called home. I never thought I’ll see the day When I don’t have you to say Everything’s gonna be ok. I know I pushed but you should’ve stand […]

Blossoming

May 1, 2017.Reading time 4 minutes.

I hadn’t noticed that you blossomed. I saw you last week and you were still grey and bare. Now you are full of life, white and bright. Ohh that smell, your new fragrance is bringing the sweetest memories. Home, sunshine, happiness. I’m writing and looking at you, and somewhere above in the clear blue sky […]